I have been struggling with the harsh reality of the fact that no one needs anyone. I'm starting to build a complex against myself and am wondering if it is just me. This reality I am trying to swallow hurts and makes me feel the opposite of how I should feel. God created me to be uniquely and wonderfully made, yet I feel that I am a misfit of "friendship". I often see other people who have a sister they call their friend and wish I had the same.
I am happily married with two WONDERFUL children, but I lack one thing... a friend (female) that is that person that I can talk to, do things with, and feel included with. I am not crazy. I see people who have these relationships all the time. Out of my 312 friends on facebook I talk to maybe 3 of them (besides my nursing school people) every now and then over the phone or an occasional text, but there has to be more... Right? (????!!!)
I know it sounds crazy, BUT I feel so alone sometimes. I am loved by my hubby, but friendships have a very important place in life as well.
So, maybe it is me, but if you are alone in this world and are reading this... you are not alone. I sit here and just wonder why I am where I am. I am special and don't think I am completely repulsive. I just want a friend and have so much to give in a relationship, but no one seems to want the same? Why? Everyone says they are too buys, which I think means, "leave me alone".
Anyways... my prayer for every person on this Earth is to have a friend. And, if you do, hold on tight because friendship is so very important and can fill our soul tenfold on a daily basis. My prayer for me is to find one in this busy world full of technology and texting. Look up people and make some friends, especially if someone is new to the area (like me) and doesn't know anyone!
I am happily married with two WONDERFUL children, but I lack one thing... a friend (female) that is that person that I can talk to, do things with, and feel included with. I am not crazy. I see people who have these relationships all the time. Out of my 312 friends on facebook I talk to maybe 3 of them (besides my nursing school people) every now and then over the phone or an occasional text, but there has to be more... Right? (????!!!)
I know it sounds crazy, BUT I feel so alone sometimes. I am loved by my hubby, but friendships have a very important place in life as well.
So, maybe it is me, but if you are alone in this world and are reading this... you are not alone. I sit here and just wonder why I am where I am. I am special and don't think I am completely repulsive. I just want a friend and have so much to give in a relationship, but no one seems to want the same? Why? Everyone says they are too buys, which I think means, "leave me alone".
Anyways... my prayer for every person on this Earth is to have a friend. And, if you do, hold on tight because friendship is so very important and can fill our soul tenfold on a daily basis. My prayer for me is to find one in this busy world full of technology and texting. Look up people and make some friends, especially if someone is new to the area (like me) and doesn't know anyone!
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